Every someone seeks for love. As much as we want to be all independent and shit. We need someone. We all tend to feel this empty feeling one time in our lives, when we don’t have that other someone who “completes us”. Perhaps there is more behind this feeling we all carry with us, the idea that we crave for love more than anything in the end of it all. That we search for that “prince charming” or “princess”. The other half of us. Now you see this may be the key, our purpose to why we exist/live is to simply find our other half, the one that was separated from us, because of Zeus. I know what you’re thinking; what the fuck? Now she has lost her plot. But hear me out, according to some Greek mythology humans had four legs, four arms and a head with two faces, Zeus feared their strength and split them up. Question is what sort of strength he was fearing exactly. I guess this could link to the expression you often hear two someone’s express when they have claimed to found the one “You and me baby against the world”. We have heard it all too often. A couple of someone’s who together feel unstoppable. But once alone they feel lost &weak, engulfed by their surroundings. So is our purpose to search for our other half then? Isn’t it ironic then how some someone’s look down on players, because according to this theory “players” are the someone’s who are doing what they are meant to be doing, they are simply searching for the “one” who will give them that feeling that they may “conquer” the world. Perhaps those who sacrifice their lives haven’t found the one and have given up, and don’t have the strength to continue. Those depressed someone’s, all they need is love. They are sad because they have failed to achieve the one thing they were sent out to do. Which is to find there other half. Which could just as well be me or you. It’s ridiculous how we go through all this trouble, when all we are sent out to do is find that someone who makes us feel like someone. Or is it? Perhaps the reason to why we live the way we do, why there is such thing as school, job , all these trips school trips or things that take us around the world. Is that someone which could possibly be “HE’ is trying to guide us on our search. Making it somewhat easier on us to find this other half. So the poor suffer because they don’t have a head start since they don’t have a big advantage. Whereas the rich, can travel around and find someone. Money is the head start one gets, a step ahead in achieving their purpose to existence. But doesn’t mean without it you won’t manage, it’ll simply be tougher to complete the required task. So we can’t therefor blame divorces or people cheating, because if it wasn’t there other half then it simply wasn’t, they just were fooled and got in a little deep, before they realized. Besides we are all on the same search, one journey. So we should postpone judgement, until we ourselves have found our other half. But how will we know we have succeeded. I guess we never will. We just need to take the risk. And if that someone that you picked, is actually your other half and you are there’s. Then you shall grow old together. Perhaps that’s why we respect couples who have been with each other because they have this indirect strength that we yearn for since they have found that someone who makes them feel like someone.
Maybe I’m just a typical teenager, who’s trying to find herself, a stage most teenagers come across. I mean aren’t we all just on a journey on finding ourselves? And then among-st these someone’s of teenagers I decided to start some blog, once again in attempt to find herself. Or perhaps I have a passion for writing, or it’s just a phase. As some someone’s would say “Only He Knows”. Part of finding myself includes understanding why I’m alive I guess, because I feel if I know why we exist, then I’ve honestly found myself… to an extent. Looking at why we are alive will broaden my way in Thinking, by seeing in different perspectives. Instead of trying to be like other someone’s, which we usually find ourselves doing as teenagers. And go start experimenting varied activities in attempt to find my comfort zone; Go try smoke, drink go partying lose my virginity. You know the “crazy” shit that they often tell you are not suitable for children “our age” and boy have things changed these days. Or maybe go ahead and do what most parents want their children to do and go hang with the serious kids and get good grades. But then again after altering from all these “groups”, what happens when I feel comfortable in all or none? You see sure I can smoke and go out partying, but then I also see the importance to an extent to why I should be serious in life and study and organize myself and get good grades. But I hate the idea of grades because like one once said it is not fair to test individuals by the same mean. But how else will we compare people and give jobs out, I mean we are all individual’s but we do share some things and among those someone’s who although are different all want to be the next Bill gates what will determine who that someone will be?. So you see, the system although has its bad sides does create some order. I’m someone who although in my art and daily life am rather messy, still see the importance of some quality organization. I know I’m confused, but I’m pretty sure there are other someone’s out there who’ve asked themselves the same question. Why was I brought into this world of chaotic order? In fact seeing we are all the same to some extent, I’m positive that everyone has asked themselves once in their lifetime, what the purpose of life is. So here I am expressing my emotions to a bunch of random someone’s who I might not even get the chance to meet. Overwhelmed by the question to why we are alive and if it is really only to worship “HE” who appears to be playing hide and seek. For I cannot quite grasp why I would live to worship something created by someone’s who existed way before me. So I guess that leaves me confused. And maybe you are too, but don’t worry were not the only ones. There are a bunch of someone’s out there, just like me and you.
Maybe the someone’s who believe in “HE” are mutations. I know it sounds like a crazy theory, if you have ever watched “I origin” it will be more clear what I mean. You see in this movie there are these worms which only have two senses not including site. They are blind, but with a little mutation they may be able to see. As humans we know there is this whole world above them, where light exists. So what if these someone’s who believe in “HE” have another sense that we (the ones who are not mutated don’t), which is spiritual? Making them able to see this whole world above us, somewhere way up there. Where if you are not someone who is mutated cannot simply see. With a little mutation someone’s who don’t believe in “HE” can believe, this may link to church and getting lessons on god and so on (this is the experimenting part). Not all will end up believing just like not all the worms will be able to see, but some might. And we see this all the time. People who didn’t believe, then eventually believe after getting a listening and someone convincingly enlightens them on the whole “HE” theory. But then again there are others who no matter how often you attempt to get them to see, to imagine this world above us. They simply won’t see. And maybe I’m that someone, a failed subject of an experiment and I’m still trying to grasp a hold of the whole story, get the image printed in my head. Sometimes I think I’m beginning to see, what these someone’s mean. And actually pray to “HE” whoever “HE” may be. But I’m still partially blind not able to capture the full image. Perhaps you could say I’m color blind still seeing it vaguely. Not quite exactly. I don’t completely agree and I think there must be more to life than to worship “HE”. But what is it? I guess you could say it’s silly, and that I shouldn’t believe in the bullshit I see in movies, but when looking for answers there is no clear way to go, no path from A to B. You simply search everywhere. And take account of every theory in hope that after all the theories and suggestions you’ll find the key. To why there is a you and me.